Here I am, in my little cubicle, doing nothing basically as usual. Except writing on db of course. It's my daily routine, coming into the office, clearing my mail, surfing around, then getting down to writing on db.

Adrian's posted our Diploma show and Graduation photographs on facebook, brings back a lot of memories. haha. Those times, those mates, it's getting nostalgic. He's in Bristol, England; Kath's in Canada; Jinghui, Dawn, Joyce is going to be in Melbourne come Feburary 2008; and I suppose it'll be my turn in April. Everyone's kind of moving towards university and all, and I'll be back in college doing another diploma. I can do my degree if I want, but it'll take me roughly 6.5 years and I need to do my Advance Diploma in Culinary Arts before I do my Bachelor's in Culinary Management. My goal is to be a chef and not a restaurant manager so the diploma's good enough.

It worries me sometimes, the thought of going over and then coming back after. What I'm afraid of is that the people you once had things in common with, you won't have much in common after. Because of experiences, and lots of other things. I can't bear to lose a lot of them because they're the only bunch I know that's still close to me even after leaving school, and some have been even closer to me though we never used to talk much in school. These are the people I count on a lot, who's been with me through a lot of things. I don't keep in contact with my secondary school mates saving a few, that's why they mean so much as I never had a group that's been with me for so long. Except Farhana whom I've known since primary school.

I don't really want to go at the same time as I can't do the things I do here over there. Like supper nights, impromtu gatherings, late night movies, ''nua-ing'' at friend's place. The list goes on. But I suppose that's what change and life is all about. I'm so going to miss my mates. *shrugs.