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I'm upset, tired and stressed. I supposed I embarked on a project that was massive for me to even complete. Even with SY's help, I still fell very short. Truth be told, I ...
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I'm upset, tired and stressed. I supposed I embarked on a project that was massive for me to even complete. Even with SY's help, I still fell very short. Truth be told, I'm so afraid to make him upset. The project was set at his place due to him having to cater to his family's dinner platter thing. Besides his platter (which consisted of 4-5 items), I had Gingerbread Trees and Couples and also chocolate truffles to do. He helped me a lot so that was nice. Yet still I didn't complete, worst still was that some random brand sugar totally destroyed my items which we spent a week doing. It's alright in taste, but still I don't feel good giving it to people because it's not quality. Sigh. Perhaps this is why sometimes I don't enjoy doing things at people's houses. It shows you who you really are and you discard that facade you worked so hard to build. In this case, I'm afraid of upsetting or angering SY. Which I have managed to do already, but he only told me the day after it happened and I suspected it all along (I shouldn't have done what I did, and I knew it). But last night was the worst. With lack of sleep and zilch concentration, I fell asleep at the dining room table after the "destroyed by random sugar brand tree" incident. When I woke however, SY's face seemed black. In senarios like this, automatically I'd assume that it was me, because after all, it was my project. I apologized and he was like, no it's not your fault and all. I'm still scared really. Never again will I want it to go back to the way it was previously, whereby I thought he would never speak to me again. Speaking of which, He hasn't spoken to me today. Somehow or another, I feel as if I'm using this to mask what I truly feel. Perhaps all along I've been hiding my feelings because I don't know how people's going to react to it. Would it be acceptable to be angry or upset infront of other people? I don't know, maybe it's been such a long time since I came to terms with what I really feel. *shrugs. And this is only part of the story. Which I will continue later after I've read the Catalogue magazines that Vani has just passed to me.
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I recieved my first Christmas present today, abeit early. But it couldn't be kept till Christmas so it was nice. Justin bought me a box of Royce Champagne Nama Chocolates. ...
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I recieved my first Christmas present today, abeit early. But it couldn't be kept till Christmas so it was nice. Justin bought me a box of Royce Champagne Nama Chocolates. I almost cried out, "OMG, I lub you can?" but I excercised a bit of restraint. It may have been an embarrasing thing if I did since we're not that close (though I suppose other people will disgress) and it stunned him. He wanted to get me the Spongebob Squarepants popcorn tin which was cute, but the grocers had ran out of stock. So he promptly asked what else would I like. I replied that it's alright, I don't have to have anything for Christmas. He mentioned otherwise and asked me to choose between A or B and he said he wouldn't let me know what it is. Hmm, got me a little curious though. haha. Seriously I don't understand the hype of Godiva. It's not that all brilliant anyway. At least I didn't like it the last time I had it.
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Previously, I went for a K session at half ten at night. 4 of us total and I think I "kek" too much. Eugene was right, he predicted that tomorrow (or rather today) we'll all e ...
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Previously, I went for a K session at half ten at night. 4 of us total and I think I "kek" too much. Eugene was right, he predicted that tomorrow (or rather today) we'll all end up with funny throats. I don't know about them, but my throat feels scratchy. Oh, and I think Ramen is damn funny, and he's quite cute too lar. :x It felt strange going out with them last night, because I barely know the other 2. Ok, Eugene's alright, but I didn't know Ramen at all. Deja Vu really, because the feeling it's kind of like when Boon Hian first introduced me to his clique. I get the feeling that Ramen and Eug was poking fun at Rainer and I but I din really catch it so I can't be bothered. Anyway he likes Meh.
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After months of procrastination, I finally went to get my PSP modified yesterday. All thanks to Stan who also gave me his extra PSP casing, he says I shouldn't leave it unprote ...
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After months of procrastination, I finally went to get my PSP modified yesterday. All thanks to Stan who also gave me his extra PSP casing, he says I shouldn't leave it unprotected and to quickly get a screen protector. haha. Thanks mate!
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I have never before in my life been so mad at ...
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I have never before in my life been so mad at someone till yesterday. There's this girl, whom I've met twice in my entire life, that said I bitched about her. I don't even f*cking know her, why would I bitch about her in the first place? It's absolutely flabbagasting because all I said about her (to Gus and Sam) was that I found her rude as I asked her a question the previous Saturday and she replied me in a manner that threatened rudeness in every syllable, "oh sorry, I don't know." Samantha said she's not that kind of person, so perhaps I mistook it. However, after what Gus told me yesterday, I'm sorry but I don't think I'm mistaken at all. I don't even f*cking know you, why the hell would I want to bitch about you?! It's not as if your life is so interesting and scandalous that I HAVE to speak about it. Pur-leeze, this is so needless. Last night, I slaved away in the kitchen for 45 minutes to cook dinner but I ate it up in like 15. Not that I actually minded because it turned out nice. Just simple fare, as I hate complicated stuff. Will post a picture when I've uploaded it. heh. All I did was sauteed potatoes in some olive oil and garlic, tossed pasta in pesto (which is miracle stuff, omg I just love it) and had an egg. Whee.
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And so, she has changed her relationship status on fb to "in a relationship". Are they together now? I wouldn't be surprised. That's what I said last week on MSN to him. hur ...
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And so, she has changed her relationship status on fb to "in a relationship". Are they together now? I wouldn't be surprised. That's what I said last week on MSN to him. hurhur. This is so SCANDALOUS! *evil cackles. -edit @ 1329hrs- It's kinda Christmas-y here in the DI lab. With Christina Aguilera playing in the background. I'm hungry though, with no idea what to eat. =) *shrugs. Have yourself a merry little christmas night.
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I have a nose which reminds me of a leaking f ...
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I have a nose which reminds me of a leaking faucet. Not fun at all. I'm grouchy, grumpy and groggy. Triple G! On a happier note, I made an egg roll with pesto pasta yesterday. Yummy stuff. Hopefully, she doesn't come along on Saturday on the shopping expedition. *crosses fingers. I'm not too fond of her. He says he didn't ask her, but I wouldn't leave it to him that she won't be coming. Bleah. -edit @ 1126hrs- I'm thinking of a 4-5 item dessert platter. Something that won't only include sweet items. Ideas currently are Gingerbread (spicy stuff), Meringue Kisses, Truffles, Lemon Meringue Tartlets and Profiteroles. -2nd edit @ 1752hrs- Best friends are love when you're sick. Especially when they come laden with a takeaway cup of mushroom soup, a roll and a sandwich for you to eat when you haven't. I'm right now, somewhat happy.
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I hope there's dinner for me at Godma's when I leave work today on the dot at 6pm. Which is actually the time they eat dinner. heh.
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I hope there's dinner for me at Godma's when I leave work today on the dot at 6pm. Which is actually the time they eat dinner. heh.
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After nearly a week of procrastination on my ...
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After nearly a week of procrastination on my part, I finally uploaded the pictures, with the exception of the polariods, while playing TigerWoods2008 on my computer last night. Why wait for it to be uploaded on photobucket when I can multi-task? haha. Friday was a breezy day, perfect for an outdoor wedding. The place they chose was Water Cross, a great place for chill out sessions with a drink in hand. It's like a beach pub with lazy chairs (is that what it's called? those chairs you find by the pool side) that leads up to the beach. Brilliant I tell you. Though everyone's attending a BEACH wedding, most turned up in dresses and the works. Made me feel like a goon cos I was just wearing a white flow-y skirt with a t-shirt. Damn. haha. Dad wore a Gap shirt and cargo berms, which was funny among all the dressed to the sorta nines people. Well, it was absolutely brilliant to have the whole Heartland gang in attendance as it's not always everyone can gather together. Which reminds me that the polariods have not been uploaded! GG!
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No I haven't. When these sort of questions just randomly pop up, it's absolutely mind boggling. It makes you think about issues that you don't normally think about and want to ...
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No I haven't. When these sort of questions just randomly pop up, it's absolutely mind boggling. It makes you think about issues that you don't normally think about and want to think about. I wouldn't say it's been bothering me but it makes me think. And it's really not something I want to do currently. Gracie asked me have I ever thought that he's the kind of guy that I will like. 0_o What do you want me to say man? Like seriously? Last friday, John and Patricia had their ROM session at Water Cross (which is more commonly know as the old Fisherman's Village) at Pasir Ris Park. It was beautiful really, the entire beach idea and in the evening, there was this huge rainbow. Aww... I'll post the photos up when I've done scanning the polariods and uploading those I took with my handphone camera onto photobucket. -edited 15.11.07 @ 9.20am- I feel like switching from photobucket to another host for my photos though.
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"Don't emo, buy something back for you." " ...
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"Don't emo, buy something back for you." "Haha, sia la, what makes you think I emo man! Haha.." "Lol, cause you always emo that's why. Heh" "*jaw drops. No way lor! Haha. What you buying?" "Something lor lol. lalala. Something good for the both of us." "Haha, nice thanks. If you say it's good, then it's gotta be good.." "Actually I don't know whether good or not. Lol" DOUGHNUTS!!! Thanks mate. SY went with me to eat dinner at Century Square. At the bus stop, we saw the Kraft Singles Cheese advert and seriously, his baby pictures resembled that kid. So he said to take a picture of him alongside the advert. haha. *tada! The finished product.
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我已经说了我不可以喜欢他,可是现在发现到我很可能会. 我不想这么做因为自己知道会伤到自己而 ...
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我已经说了我不可以喜欢他,可是现在发现到我很可能会. 我不想这么做因为自己知道会伤到自己而已. 这件事很象以前发生过的事情, 那时候一直要跟自己说我不可以喜欢他, 如果他没有联络我或者没SMS, 真的一直要提醒自己他跟你(我)无关, 不需要跟我"报告". 可能前几天当开始的时候会很不自在但是真的需要这么做. 我很喜欢跟他讲话原因是他会弄我笑. 不过, 我会相同的. 不可以象以前一样, 把自己的心给人家, 到头来还是伤害到自己. 我不想这么做, 一定要把感情和事实分开. 如果不能找到另一半就酸了. 自己还可以做我想要做的事情.
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I was so mad yesterday, that I almost cried on the way home.
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I was so mad yesterday, that I almost cried on the way home.
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Pardon the lack of interesting titles, as such is the start of the new month, I thought we shall just give a salute to the second last month of the year. I mentioned before t ...
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Pardon the lack of interesting titles, as such is the start of the new month, I thought we shall just give a salute to the second last month of the year. I mentioned before that I don't like to contact a person everyday, simply because I know I will get attached to them. When that happens, I become pretty much quite emotional when the person doesn't contact me. *shrugs. Especially during times when there's nothing to do, and your mind just wanders around, it's pretty tough. All these thoughts like, "Did he hear something from someone, that's why he's suddenly not speaking to me?" or "Did I do something or say something wrong?" would come to head and start attacking me. Not saying that it is now, though it's happening. I don't fancy him, or think for the slightest bit that I do, but it's still mind-boggling. At least now, I'm not too concerned about why he's not sms-ing me. Just shrugging it off, like it's not my problem who he wants to speak to because it's really not my problem. It doesn't have to make me "emo" or unhappy and I'm chosing not to let it allow me to do so.
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OMG! Chanced upon a website that shows you h ...
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OMG! Chanced upon a website that shows you how to pimp snacks. As in make them larger than they're already are. Take for example, the classic Jaffa Cake, which they amptly named the Jaffa Cake of Justice. Good lord, look at the size. Oh this Ferraro Rocher too! Bloody hell pimped to the power of 159 and weighed a hefty 2.2kg from the original of 14grams. Daddy's birthday was yesterday. Procrastinated until I didn't managed to get a shortcake from Canele as it needed 3 days advance notice for orders. Which meant I had to make do with one from 4 Leaves. It was alright, but I miss Canele's. Kayi got me a Krispy Kreme Karamel (ok, I don't know if the caramel for the donut is spelled like that). Nice, sweet stuff. haha.
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I've been thinking that I need to include pho ...
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I've been thinking that I need to include photos with my entries nowadays (and so says Kayi as well). Seeing how "zen" my template is, the pictures add a splash of colour on a white/grey background. So I'll try to incorporate some, though the pictures may be posted a day later than the actual post because I need to go home and upload it first. heh heh. Kayi got me quite a bit of stuff lately. She bought a huge block of Cadbury's Turkish Delight on Friday and got me a Melon Pan today! How cool lar! haha. Thanks much! Oh the second photo was my desk for almost an entire week. A hard bench with a MacBook Pro which I had to borrow from store. haha. I love MacBook Pros, wished I had one. If I'm accepted into LCB next year, I'll get it before I go. Wheee. On a much heavier note. I need the dentist. My tooth bloody hurts. One of my molars came off last year and instead of patching it back, I procrastinated till now, that it has a hole the size of 2 molars instead. I better get it done, before my entire tooth disintegrates and rots and whatever term the dentist uses. Ah, decaying teeth. Which would probably mean an injection. Damn it, I hate pain. I wish I could be under general anaesthesia (spelling error I know, but I'm not a doctor sprouting those words day in day out) for a simple thing as extraction. Hopefully can just patch back and save me a tooth. *Oh help God! -edit @1540hrs- I find it damn strange when both of you stop talking to me at the same time. Like BOTH. sigh. -edited @ 2248hrs- I told myself a million times that I will not like you. I will not like you. I will not like you. I will not like you. I will not like you. I will not like you. I MUST NOT like you. I CANNOT like you.
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Wah lau, my video disappeared, along with my links. I don't think I deleted them off too. Now I have to redo it. Damn.
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Wah lau, my video disappeared, along with my links. I don't think I deleted them off too. Now I have to redo it. Damn.
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Can the both be separated? Is it true that I've trained myself to make something that seems to be two entities to be just that? Two seperate items. Where else most people wo ...
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Can the both be separated? Is it true that I've trained myself to make something that seems to be two entities to be just that? Two seperate items. Where else most people would take one and join with another due to actions and words. I've seen the hurt it caused by mistaking. I think that's one of my good points now. That I'm able to separate fact from percieved (in your own mind or otherwise) fiction. *peace sign Bleah, I hate it. I hate this waiting thing. Why the silence? and where's you? Don't ask me if there's anything wrong. I just have too much time to think and talk rubbish. Muahahaha. *evil laughter. But still *sighhh. -edit @ 10.01am, 24.10.07- I had too much time on my hands. So it was too much thinking for my own good. *shakes head.
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Doing Add Drop is a very boring thing. I'm so bored till I asked Isa whether or not I could borrow a MacBook Pro to play with. Thank God he said yes, and asked me to go to the ...
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Doing Add Drop is a very boring thing. I'm so bored till I asked Isa whether or not I could borrow a MacBook Pro to play with. Thank God he said yes, and asked me to go to the store and get it from YongSeng. And YongSeng thought I was a student. haha. Oh Oh, and I'm still in love with my Fred Perry bag. As in very much in love with it. It's so nice and big.. Wheeee. -edit- 2nd day of Add Drop and it's worse than yesterday, bloody fools. Doesn't anyone read the form for Add-Dropping before submitting it? I think as the years go by, students become more and more stupid. WTH.
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After whining to a few people this week about ...
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After whining to a few people this week about wanting the Fred Perry bag, I finally bought it yesterday. Whee. I met Rainer and Gracie in the afternoon and they went with me to get it. haha. Rainer was like, "You see! You should have gotten it last week!" and said I can go home and take a picture of the paperbag and the bag to post it on my blog. haha. He has a 10% discount due to the amount he spent last week which was, to say the least, eye-popping on 2 polo shirts. But it looked good, and good stuff sometimes don't come cheap. When Gracie saw the bag, she said, "Yeah you should get it. It's nice." Pretty much settled when she said that. Popped into the shop and came out in 10 mins I think. Then it was K (again, third time in 7 weeks) with 12 people in total and it was quite hilarious, to say the least) because Glenn and Samson was singing all these english songs like Numb by Linkin Park, It's Not Over by Daughtry, etc. And we went to Vivo after that because Glenn wanted to shop. But there wasn't anything nice. So we headed to Marche which I totally enjoyed. Because of Rosti, Mushrooms and Fruity Crepe with Caramelita Ice Cream, the last two which I shared with Eunice. Eunice and I were just walking round and round looking for food, and we didn't know what to get, because everything looked so good! I wanted plain crepe at first, but she said, mind as well add the fruits. So we did, and it was freaking filling! Justin gave us half portion of his chocolate mousse too, and the 2 of us finished that as well. Total orgasmic experience. Whee.
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Kee Jan can sing very well. It's so beautiful though he's just singing leisurely. Reminds me of the singers in the olden days, where its so natural, not forced or anything. ...
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Kee Jan can sing very well. It's so beautiful though he's just singing leisurely. Reminds me of the singers in the olden days, where its so natural, not forced or anything. It's Kristine's last day, so he was singing something like, "since Kristine went away, I've been lonely night and day, I don't care if tomorrow never comes." haha. Oh, by the way, they're lecturers in school. Kristine is very cool I think, she's so ADM-ish! Like, yes darhling kind of thing, but she doesn't say it pretensiously. That's why I think she's so cool! haha.
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Let me tell you something. Carrying 2 bowlin ...
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Let me tell you something. Carrying 2 bowling balls home with no tote bag or a trolley is not fun. Especially when it weighs 14 pounds each and you have to walk home. I decided not to bring the trolley to school and now I have very aching arms because I carried one in a carrier on my right, and one under my left arm. Safra resort is a nice place to go to, but it's located at some obscure corner of the island. I bowled there last night for a friend's team known as One Cent Beer, due to the combination of 2 names (Infer(no) and (Colum)bia. So if you like translate the Infer = 一分= One Cent. Bia = Beer (like obviously right?) eh get it? I should have just "buang" last night. Now my handicap is 11pins, with the maximum being 30 for girls. Bleahhh. How to win now? How to winnn?! -edit- Yay, dinner at airport later with Justin and Rainer. I've always enjoyed dinner at the fabulous Changi Airport in our small little island. A little pricey but then again, good food is not about the price. Wooots! Happy wappy. I love food lar!
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哈哈,没想到有一天我会用中文来打字.其实我从小不喜欢用中文,可能是因为我父母亲都不会.我爸爸也是很讨厌人家利用中文. 不过,用中文打字也是满好玩的.哈哈. Ok, back to english. It's kind of driving me mad typing away in mandarin because of a lot ...
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哈哈,没想到有一天我会用中文来打字.其实我从小不喜欢用中文,可能是因为我父母亲都不会.我爸爸也是很讨厌人家利用中文. 不过,用中文打字也是满好玩的.哈哈. Ok, back to english. It's kind of driving me mad typing away in mandarin because of a lot of unknowns. When I write in chinese, I literally translate from english, so sometimes my sentence construction is kind of horrid.
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I haven't been blogging much on blogspot anym ...
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I haven't been blogging much on blogspot anymore. Maybe because I found another blog hosting site with a more 'zen' template. haha. Which is *tada, db-db. But lookie! It's the Fred Perry bag I've been whining the last few days about. I saw it at the Laurel Store on Saturday at Ann Siang Road and been comtemplating since then whether or not I should get it. zzZZzzZZzz. Only problem is, it's a PVC bag. It's not even leather! Ann Siang Road and Hill is a nice place to shop actually. But that is only if you have the moolahs to be spending. haha. There's so many things I want to get, but I suppose they have to wait. My air ticket's pretty expensive so *shrugs. Gotta get jeans, berms and maybe trousers. But I'm picky at where I get them, so it's not an easy thing. Wonder how I got so picky, never used to be when I was younger. -edit- But I don't care already. Buy bag! BUY BAG!!! Oh and see if Adrian can help me get another one I'm eyeing. HAHAHA. FRED PERRY!
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I went to the Aussie University fair held my ...
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I went to the Aussie University fair held my IDP yesterday with my folks. Only reason being Le Cordon Bleu had a representative there and I wanted to talk to him/her. He reintinerated what I had expected from LCB and my mind's made up about attending that school. Also, he was very kind, saying to let him know when I've submitted my application so that they all can watch out for it. How nice right? You don't find that in local schools anyway. And besides, he's the marketing manager! You don't expect that from a person of that position. Ok, LCB takes in about 45 applicants per intake; there's 4 per year. So if nothing goes wrong, I should be applying for the April or July 2008 intake. I haven't decided to just do the 9 months certification program (which is more than adequate for being a chef) or the 2.3 years Advance Diploma in Culinary Management program because the difference in fees is *drum roll.. AUD $20,000. No kidding. But I'm gravitating towards the 9months program, so most likely I'll take that. Kayi and I are going bonkers about macaroons. I bought her a box of them from Canele and she's like, "ooooooooo". haha. I feel like having some now. haha. Look how cute a french bakery did them. -edit- She said she didn't go "oooooooooooo". More like "arghhhhhOOOOOOarghhhhh". Or somewhere along those lines.
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I feel like singing now. I'm always envious of people who can sing, and sing like it's no effort at all. Like damn. Some people are just blessed. But everyone has a talent. Have you found yours? Ok, I've been having this immense urge to bake since the start of the week. I miss making and decorating cakes and chocolates. Wish I was back at Canele working, but they're really like famous now. It was a very fun time for me when I was there 2 years ago, before it officially opened. Annabel recommended me to work there, even though it was only for 2 weeks (it was the only time I could afford). They called me back like 4 months later to work, but I turned them down due to CampRefresh. Till now, that's one of my regrets. Check out their website. http://www.lesamis.com.sg/webtop/canele/
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Ho Ho Ho. I ''kop-ed'' 2 Hewlett Packard pos ...
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Ho Ho Ho. I ''kop-ed'' 2 Hewlett Packard posters and a set of 5 stickers for their new competition. Ok lar, technically I didn't ''kop'' because Marina allowed me to take. They gave us a set of 10 x 2 posters and a set of 3 x 5 stickers. haha. Yay. It's nice okay. I'll post a picture of it later. Now no cable to transfer out from my mobile. -edit- XY, I took a set of posters for you already! But sadly no stickers. Claim from me the next time you see me. haha.
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Here I am, in my little cubicle, doing nothing basically as usual. Except writing on db of course. It's my daily routine, coming into the office, clearing my mail, surfing aro ...
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Here I am, in my little cubicle, doing nothing basically as usual. Except writing on db of course. It's my daily routine, coming into the office, clearing my mail, surfing around, then getting down to writing on db. Adrian's posted our Diploma show and Graduation photographs on facebook, brings back a lot of memories. haha. Those times, those mates, it's getting nostalgic. He's in Bristol, England; Kath's in Canada; Jinghui, Dawn, Joyce is going to be in Melbourne come Feburary 2008; and I suppose it'll be my turn in April. Everyone's kind of moving towards university and all, and I'll be back in college doing another diploma. I can do my degree if I want, but it'll take me roughly 6.5 years and I need to do my Advance Diploma in Culinary Arts before I do my Bachelor's in Culinary Management. My goal is to be a chef and not a restaurant manager so the diploma's good enough. It worries me sometimes, the thought of going over and then coming back after. What I'm afraid of is that the people you once had things in common with, you won't have much in common after. Because of experiences, and lots of other things. I can't bear to lose a lot of them because they're the only bunch I know that's still close to me even after leaving school, and some have been even closer to me though we never used to talk much in school. These are the people I count on a lot, who's been with me through a lot of things. I don't keep in contact with my secondary school mates saving a few, that's why they mean so much as I never had a group that's been with me for so long. Except Farhana whom I've known since primary school. I don't really want to go at the same time as I can't do the things I do here over there. Like supper nights, impromtu gatherings, late night movies, ''nua-ing'' at friend's place. The list goes on. But I suppose that's what change and life is all about. I'm so going to miss my mates. *shrugs.
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I was going to type out the lyrics for a song here. But I forgot what song I was going to type out. hmm. *thinks.
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I was going to type out the lyrics for a song here. But I forgot what song I was going to type out. hmm. *thinks.
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This is the reason why I don't like to speak to a person everyday. You sort of become attached to the person and it feels very weird when there isn't any conversation for a day ...
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This is the reason why I don't like to speak to a person everyday. You sort of become attached to the person and it feels very weird when there isn't any conversation for a day, be it through the phone or through messages. I'm working on not bothering about these kind of small issues. *shrugs. It takes awhile to get used to it, but I suppose it'll make me feel better. Just goes away after awhile. Once I just write about it, I'm alright afterwards. haha. Talk about getting over silly things fast eh? I guess after a period of time, there's nothing much to talk about as it was mainly about superficial things or repetitive items. That doesn't last very long especially if one doesn't open up to you. Doesn't feel like a fair exchange. I just wish that certain people would open up a little more. So that you know what's really going on, and you don't just see a facade. But still, I'm thinking too much. Just ignore my ramblings for now. =) I'll be alright in about half an hour. haha. -edit- Everything's a-okay. *peace sign. -2nd edit @ 1613hrs, 23.10.07- Shoots, it's happening again. Detach yourself.
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Came to work really like late yesterday morning, because I woke up late. Thank God school's not really stringent about getting to work on time, but still, I think I better buck ...
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Came to work really like late yesterday morning, because I woke up late. Thank God school's not really stringent about getting to work on time, but still, I think I better buck up. hurhur. Besides, I've to walk to work this week due to the fact that pay only comes on the 13th. sigh. Last night was sort of fun. Met Justin and gQ for dinner before meeting Rainer with them to watch Resident Evil: Extinction. Justin didn't call me until Rainer told him to ask me, then I went along. I was a bit worried to watch the show, as I'm not into the horror/gore/vampires kind of thing, but since I was outnumbered 3 to 1, didn't look like I had a choice. So I went along. Stupid show really, ending was crap to say the least, just so they could continue with the 4th of the franchaise. *rolls eyes. You know, like during tense moments where the bad guy's going to appear, they'll play the kind of sounds where it'll just shock you? I got shocked like twice, where I just kind of jumped in my seat, and Rainer was like, ''asto! chill chill, not yet. but mentally prepare yourself, the guy going to come out already." The second time I did that, he went like, you can borrow my shoulder, it's quite big. No thanks mate. Thanks for the offer but no thanks, as I've decided not to like you, so I'm doing everything possibly not to. hurhur. It's not like I do anyway. But yeah, you get my drift I suppose. After which we went for supper at 201 before walking home as usual. haha. Supper nights!
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This is about a day late, due to my stupidity ...
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This is about a day late, due to my stupidity for not bring a cable to transfer photos out of my memory card. My Sony Ericsson's wonky and I can't transfer anything using it, so the only other option for me is to put the memory card into my PSP and then transfer out from there. Which by the way, is troublesome, as I have to plug in my card then my charger then my cable. ... ... ... I swear I love Augustine. haha. That's what I told him the night before, and he replied, "Yeah I know, since the day you met me right?" -_-||| His parents weren't home, and Mylene (his maid) wasn't as well, he was thinking what to get for dinner. Then he suggested cooking, which I then asked if he'll cook for me if I came over. When he said yes, I went to meet him at Cold Storage after dinner. Seafood Pasta, Rosti, Beef Steak, Meatballs and Mussells, which he, Aloysious (his brother), Mylene and I ate. Naishhh. =) And then, Turtle Soup (Ben and Jerry's concoction) for dessert. I was one happy person.
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I did like the stupidest thing. Brought my PSP to work, along with the charger (as my battery is with a friend) so that I could load up some pictures to post. However, I forgo ...
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I did like the stupidest thing. Brought my PSP to work, along with the charger (as my battery is with a friend) so that I could load up some pictures to post. However, I forgot the cable! So smart right?! *shakes head. -edit- I do miss you. I don't know why.
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I swear I'd like some good vanilla ice cream ...
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I swear I'd like some good vanilla ice cream now. Like right now, at this moment. I miss Kapiti ice cream. Don't ask me why I have this craving, I just feel like eating it. My favourite site to see food online is Martha Stewart's. It never fails to tempt my tastebuds and currently looking at it, it's not help my craving at all. I love food a whole lot, figures why I'm chubby. Ok, not chubby, but fat. But I don't mind it, because I'm aware of it myself. I rather be like that, than be so consious of my weight that it becomes a disorder. haha. *big grin. Of course, not over-eating. My Favourite Foods. 1. Freshly baked Waffles 2. Irish Cream Ganache Chocolates 3. Fish and Chips 4. Spaghetti stirred-fried in olive oil with garlic and button mushrooms 5. Good ole' Vanilla Ice Cream with bits of vanilla in it 6. Smores! and oh! I found the Chocolatier game already! Quite fun.
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Heh Heh Heh. No more problems. Yay. I've just decided to make do with what I have. Most likely will play around with it at another time. My left knee is killing me. Ther ...
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Heh Heh Heh. No more problems. Yay. I've just decided to make do with what I have. Most likely will play around with it at another time. My left knee is killing me. There's a pain at the joint which is not very comfortable. Maybe I over exerted after not doing sports for a period of time. Previously the doctor said was the tendon. Hopefully it didn't go any worse. I'm quite hungry now.
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It surprised me when I found a comment by db king on my "problem" post. I went to search the help forum, but *tada! Everything's in chinese! It's not easy for me to read simp ...
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It surprised me when I found a comment by db king on my "problem" post. I went to search the help forum, but *tada! Everything's in chinese! It's not easy for me to read simplified chinese, all the more I can't even read traditional chinese, so in a way no help there! No offense there, but yeah. It's seriously driving me nuts, and I've been looking for a blog skin that's like what db has, however with no success though. *sighhh. -edit- I've changed the layout to something similar I wanted, so *tada, saves me the trouble of editing. Again. haha.
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Having taken XY's recommendation to have an account on db, it's still driving me mad trying to figure out the layers. Now that I've broken apart the blog group, I can't seem to ...
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Having taken XY's recommendation to have an account on db, it's still driving me mad trying to figure out the layers. Now that I've broken apart the blog group, I can't seem to place the calender with it. Die.
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I think for the moment, I'm just going to keep this site a secret. You know like 不能说的秘密. At least this way, I have an avenue to say what I'd like to, and if people stumble upo ...
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I think for the moment, I'm just going to keep this site a secret. You know like 不能说的秘密. At least this way, I have an avenue to say what I'd like to, and if people stumble upon it, hopefully they won't say anything because in the first place I didn't mention it and allow me a little privacy. Hold up! Privacy on the net's pretty rare anyway. *shrugs. Rainer came over today, to get a passport sized photo done, only reason being because I had a decent printer. My brothers were pretty annoying in a sense because they were just teasing me non stop. Especially Elisha. *grr. I admit, I've got quite a lot of guy friends but I suppose that's only because I can click with them. It's not as if I'm romantically attracted to them. Having said that, I'm straight (just saying lar) because that sentence is pretty ambiguous. It's really annoying just because you're sorta close to someone that people mistake you for being together? Anyway, we're not, and it's not something I want. I just wished they (my brothers) just shut up when my guy friends come over because it's nothing at all. Anyway, a K session was in order yesterday. 9 of us in K Box at Parkway. First time singing with so many people. Meh Meh, Eunice, XiaoHui, Abel, Samson, Christine, Me, Stanley and Rainer (haha, in the order we were sitting in by the way). Quite fun la, though at the beginning was a little annoying because no one seemed to want to start. *shakes head. Oh oh. I'm looking for this game Chocolatier. With the cracks and all. But can't seem to find it. *sighs.
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And so, XY has asked me to create an account in db-db. So *tada! Here it is. I will play with it when I have more time. Currently not very free. Hurhur.
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And so, XY has asked me to create an account in db-db. So *tada! Here it is. I will play with it when I have more time. Currently not very free. Hurhur.
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