I thought I could swallow it...
but turned out..I bursted into tears
what a shame
I just couldn't help thinking about it
is it because I didn't put much effort?
I doubt......
I'm so afraid that it's my ability...

The tea time was enjoyable.
I laugh easily,
however, when I got on the tram, I cried agian.

Perhaps taking photos would make me feel better.
Looking at those shining and twinkling decorations,
I don't want to shoot any photo cos my camera is not functioning well and it'll only ruin the adornments if I do so...
so pathetic... I even can't do sth i like to cheer myself up.

Anyhow, thanks for all the comfort and your little gift.

I need a place to cry bitter tears.