I thought I could swallow it... but turned out..I bursted into tears what a shame I just couldn't help thinking about it is it because I didn't put much effort? I doubt...... I'm so afraid that it's my ability... The tea time was enjoyable. I laugh easily, however, when I got on the tram, I cried agian. Perhaps taking photos would make me feel better. Looking at those shining and twinkling decorations, I don't want to shoot any photo cos my camera is not functioning well and it'll only ruin the adornments if I do so... so pathetic... I even can't do sth i like to cheer myself up. Anyhow, thanks for all the comfort and your little gift. I need a place to cry bitter tears.
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