Pardon the lack of interesting titles, as such is the start of the new month, I thought we shall just give a salute to the second last month of the year.

I mentioned before that I don't like to contact a person everyday, simply because I know I will get attached to them. When that happens, I become pretty much quite emotional when the person doesn't contact me. *shrugs. Especially during times when there's nothing to do, and your mind just wanders around, it's pretty tough. All these thoughts like, "Did he hear something from someone, that's why he's suddenly not speaking to me?" or "Did I do something or say something wrong?" would come to head and start attacking me.

Not saying that it is now, though it's happening. I don't fancy him, or think for the slightest bit that I do, but it's still mind-boggling. At least now, I'm not too concerned about why he's not sms-ing me. Just shrugging it off, like it's not my problem who he wants to speak to because it's really not my problem. It doesn't have to make me "emo" or unhappy and I'm chosing not to let it allow me to do so.