We've got a fight yesterday, again. I really don't know what happens to me, but I meant to make u happy. I've tried so hard. Everytime it just turns out to the opposite side. And I can't sleep, not just because we've got a fight. Also, I'm so afraid of losing u. Maybe the reason why is that I've never been in a normal relationship with someone, and it may just too normal to make sure it is the reality. Anyway, I just want u so bad, and I couldn't face myself or ourselves. But I'm still in love with u.
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