交了学费，然后就觉得钱真的是个很恐怖的东西。 恩恩 Already get used to everything in your way.He said to me yesterday. That's lovely. For this relationship which is definitely not I've been going after when I was 16. And I feel good now, though, there's no parties, fancy presents, tattos, drugs, I feel secured and understood. I always try to be a different person, but WE can't fight against who we are. He does not. Maybe that's the reason why I wanna be with him, for keeps. Even that means to carry his baby or look after for each other. And ironically, it's a sort of scared myself by what is in my mind. Sad me. ps：还在继续努力diet，貌似已然进入僵持期了。
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