2009-08-14 Say googbye to tragic ending.
Did you ever see that one person and the way they do these things and it hurts you so much ?it's like choking...choking down the embers.I can give you freedom from your guilt,with a flick of my wrist onto yours,I can give you peace of mind with a forced smile. This is your freedom in a life of fallacy,with no last kiss & no regrets;you don't deserve good bye.

Here you stand seething with guilt.Silence only justifies this act of cowardice.With a short story, the one you add to daily, you are the tragic loss.No story book ending for this fairy tale of you.Just the one composed with blood taken from your pen that you hold in your lifeless hand.Cry for you...shed tears.. mourn...wish the end.

Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person,and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?So much like choking down the embers of a great blaze.It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds.You let this one person come down in the most perfect moment.And it breaks my heart to know the only reason you are here now is a reminder of what I'll never have...... I'll never...Standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in...But this table for one has become bearable,and you let this one person come down....I now take comfort in this, and for this, I cherish you..I cherish you.

Please just say that you would do the same for me... For as much as I love autumn,I'm giving myself to ashes.