problem since day 1 of my undergraduate degree.

the problem's never been solved.
the problem's that it seems to be democratic, infact communist.
the problem's that i don't dare to make a decision under such pressure.
the problem's the pressure will be there forever. i cant overcome it.

yes, i'm a fucking good kid at some point.
thats y when it comes to these issues, i do not want to disappoint them. i become indecisive, no longer aggressive.

therefore, the problem WILL NOT be solved until september comes (again).
i hate myself alot cos i aint doing ath constructive to secure my future. being 's fucking useless. the problem's still there 2 years after i got my first degree.
SO PATHETIC!!!