so wht the fuck have i done this year? sigh.... so not in the mood to celebrate festivals/seasons/new year/blah.. my christmas this year wasnt particularly happy anyway. i ... More so wht the fuck have i done this year? sigh.... so not in the mood to celebrate festivals/seasons/new year/blah.. my christmas this year wasnt particularly happy anyway. i didnt like it at all... complete waste of time and energy! FUCK IT! //////////////////////////////////////////////////// just tell me if u r coming out or not! dont fucking get on my nerve and make me hang up and not wanting to talk! and then "make an effort" to come out saying "just to see you" and fucking spend the whole night chatting w someone else! the only place to vent! Less |
possible for me to split into 3 or more on ch ... More possible for me to split into 3 or more on christmas eve? 1 for my family 1 for partying w group a 1 for partying w group b but then why do i have to please everyone? do i have the responsibility to satisfy everyone's will? it's christmas time again. time to share the joy. to welcome the messiah. but i'm not happy at all. it's just another stress to figure out where to go. then i've to think how to explain why do i leave right after midnight mass to parents. why can't i make it to group a. why i arrive so late to group c. those r endless. cos they dont just happen on xmas days. i'd bother cos they are people i care alot. ========================================= whatsoever, another christmas w/o a significant other. sky joined the group "見到街上D一Pair Pair嘅情侶就想打之而後快." in facebook. yes, right now, i do have the notion to slap couples i see on the street. i'm SO bored. ========================================= longing for a kiss under mistletoe? muah~ Less |
The less you expect to have everything go your way, the better off you'll be. Do not let someone else take credit for all of your hard work. You must stand up and make others ta ... More The less you expect to have everything go your way, the better off you'll be. Do not let someone else take credit for all of your hard work. You must stand up and make others take notice of your abilities. ---- perhaps i dont even know where my ability lies. /////////////////////////////////////////////// Be careful not to over schedule yourself this week. Don't forget to account for the time it will take you to get to the next commitment! Less |
rather than saying i'm too busy at work, endl ... More rather than saying i'm too busy at work, endless co-ordination meetings, dusty site meetings and the excessive workload. thanks to ken for reminding me... i just realised that i'm also hella busy even after work! haa..checked my schedule so there it goes my schedule of this week! monday - OT til 8 + dinner w/ cousin tuesday - home wednesday – check flight for trip > sing k w starbucks ppl thursday – dinner w uncle @ mk > movie @ ifc 2 friday – art of commercials 5 saturday – rosie’s funeral > dinner w joyce > drink w z sunday – grad photos w hei etc. yay! i'm so freaking packed. and i realised i never learn to leave time for myself to rest! i should learn..... time management... never ever good at it.. Less |
1245~0530!!! all of our groupmates'd complet ... More 1245~0530!!! all of our groupmates'd completed the whole journey!! thou we split into groups~~~ WELL DONE ALL!!!!!! Esp. Ken =))) it's a bit worse than what we thought it's be, but well.. it's all ok.. XDD ankles ACHING!! haaa.. i shd drop dead soon.. tmr's got site visit!!! once again, well done my beloveds >33 Less |
school spirit, strongly bonded freiendships. seeing many old girls going back for all souls day mass w/ very short notice. in memories of rosie, our beloved schoolmate. smart ... More school spirit, strongly bonded freiendships. seeing many old girls going back for all souls day mass w/ very short notice. in memories of rosie, our beloved schoolmate. smart, talented, funny and nice. =) Less |
too much paperworks piling up on my table. a ... More too much paperworks piling up on my table. added a turf report to do with 0 data due monday! i dont have enought time to digest/rethink b4 discharging them. and thanks to boss to "query" me all the time. asking me to "thinK". it's a good training here. but i just dont have much experience to handle all. i wish there's another year-out trainee... sigh. am i really gona leave in feb...? im still stressed. lack of sleep. lack of time. to do list: - 0758 Licence plan - 0758 Letter to DLO & DPO - 0758 Go thru the submissions - 0758 meeting minutes - 0662 final account - 0662 defect list - 0665 financial statement C8 - 0665 financial statement H3 - 0665 numerous A.I & proforma & V.O. - 0774 turf report - JESSICA WONG'S PART 2 APPLICATION PORTFOLIO!!!!!! - Less |
went BBQ at jud's.. pretty fun to meet up fr ... More went BBQ at jud's.. pretty fun to meet up from time to time =P loadsa DAMN FUNNY JOKES!!! OMFG! last pic's my bowl of tight roll sweet soup filled w 白果 XDDD everyone gave me 3+......rahhh mum's stuck candies on our doors.. but no kids come to pick them up! awww... omg, it's lucci and lillian's 8th anniversary today! last yaer we had 7 years 7 ppl dinner.. and the 8 years 8 ppl dinner's coming up! XDD Less |
problem since day 1 of my undergraduate degre ... More problem since day 1 of my undergraduate degree. the problem's never been solved. the problem's that it seems to be democratic, infact communist. the problem's that i don't dare to make a decision under such pressure. the problem's the pressure will be there forever. i cant overcome it. yes, i'm a fucking good kid at some point. thats y when it comes to these issues, i do not want to disappoint them. i become indecisive, no longer aggressive. therefore, the problem WILL NOT be solved until september comes (again). i hate myself alot cos i aint doing ath constructive to secure my future. being 's fucking useless. the problem's still there 2 years after i got my first degree. SO PATHETIC!!! Less |
overslept on the bus and got off at luk kwok ... More overslept on the bus and got off at luk kwok hotel then walk back to cwb =,="" been hella busy all day settling the signage for the reception counter.. huh!!!!!! it's nat's graduation today, but i just cant make it cos i've to work.. o well, i've a super big pimple on my nose.. so, i shall see on sunday!! erm.. but it's her bday, iv'e to go w pressie! *headache* had dinner at spaghetti house w jessica, frances and auyan.. we had the yummy CHEESE FONDUE!!!! ahhahahahaah poor auyan dun like cheese at all... and dig her head in the Bacon, Sausage & Mushroom spaghetti... "we ignored her" XDDDDDD btw, auyan's in bright red... OMG... so not her... Less |
seriously need to spend some time alone. lik ... More seriously need to spend some time alone. like when i was all alone in uk. lock myself in my room. go to school alone. go to shop alone. go coffee alone. go travel alone. go watch movie alone. go do whatever i want alone. i need the feeling of being all alone. nothing in mind. that i dont have to care abt works. that i dont have to care abt family. that i dont have to care abt anything. give me just one single day. Less |
Miss lamb gave me a pack w 56 nos. 7-11 dorae ... More Miss lamb gave me a pack w 56 nos. 7-11 doraemon stamps! she didnt give me a proper reason for why did she save them for me.. hmm.. but it's all fun to open them! XDDDD and yay! i've given them all away luuuuuuuuuu!!! less toys on my desk! hehehehehe.... Less |
i paid $280 to laugh for a night... haa.. i ... More i paid $280 to laugh for a night... haa.. i tried hard not to think too much!!! and gosh! K found white hair on me!!!!! argh... y do i have to bear w mr t's temper? ================================= money // fame??? money & fame??? good job or my life? difficult decision to make... life's never fair... i'm so fed up... y do i've to do a degree? y do i've take such responsibility? y do i've to pay so much? y do i've to work so hard and not getting repay? y is everything SO UNFAIR????? why why why..... =( Less |
been working and playing too hard these few m ... More been working and playing too hard these few months! muahaha! shd do a lil recap soonish! hmm... wht else...... summer recap (im NOT a student anymore!!) - marathon bday celebration - photo trip @ sai wan estate - uk trip - Vagina's monologue - Popcorn - drama by dgs girls - BBQ @ cat's - photo trip to nam sang wai - book fair 07 - Ocean Park Summer Special - ani com fair 07 - farewell to tony, ling and emily (colleagues) - 16rounds mahjong marathon - photo trip to pak nai - photo trip to lung ku tann - camera exhibition @ shatin - wakeboard trip - boat trip - hocc music matters x 2 - taipei trip countless night outs countless meetings looking forward to this friday n saturday's drama!!! hooo~~~ wuz next? Less |