I'm still smiling
but that doesn't really reflect my feeling
you may think i take this too serious
and it's really not a big deal
"do it badly this time? you still get many chances!"
yes, i do have many chances
but what makes me so frustrated is that
while everyone is progressing, i'm regressing

anyway
it's good to me perhaps
i guess i won't voluntarily behave as a F.6 student
unless there's a real knock
and here it comes
make good use of it and
convert depression into motivation
you can do it!
Go for it=]