it's been a while since.
no matter how tough it has been,
how much stress ive put on to myself.
i've been putting it off.
and not letting it bother me.
"looking on the bright side"
but tonight, im sick of it.
im tired of this.
i dont wanna be that person anymore.
no, not again.
i want to do everything for you.
but what for?
sometimes i forget what the reason is.
i totally regret going back there.
did i know this was coming? no not really.
the timing was just too good.
perfect place, perfect time,
the perfect person.
let the net catch all the fish in the ocean and leave nothing for others.

i need to get this out to you.
before im too late.
or you fall too far.
but seems to me, patience is in our way.
as i remember the days were i was being dubbed
with nicknames like "impatient master" as a child,
i now step down from that title for you.
this is my world now,
playing the waiting game.
how much longer?

i'll just sit back and enjoy the show.
cause.