tonight, i watched a movie because i was down about the upcoming weeks to home. i decided to watch "eternal sunshine of a spotless mind". it is a story about a couple (joel and clementine) who had a wonderful long term relationship. clementine was not happy and decided to erase her memory of joel. now that joel is a stranger to her, joel decides to erase his memory too to relieve the pain. he undergoes a procedure which goes through each memory of clementine and deletes it, where it may be good or bad memories. during the process, his unconcious self realizes that he does not want to forget clementine at all. so he tries to put her into memories that she did not belong to before, like his childhood, therefore they cant erase the memory of her. the procedure continued to erase his memory. joel, being a very passive with a routined man, wakes up on valentines day and just felt like he shouldnt go to work. instead, he jumps on board to another train impulsively and heads to Montauk, where clementine told him to meet.

------------- when something true happens, no matter how much you try to manipulate it, change it, nothing will change. all the best memories are between 2 people. no one can take that away from you. no one can steal that identity from you.

tell me where, and i'll meet you there.