sitting in my car waiting for the call,
i laugh along.
walking behind the crowd,
i sing along.
i dont know why i put a a smile on.
when there a monster inside me.
cage it in,
shake it out,
push it away,
brush it off.

i put on a smile for the one who don't matter.
close my eyes and grin my pearly whites.
the lines on my face spell take me away.
wishing next time i see you wont be the same.