Sit here and listen to the rain It falls so loud on my window pain Sometimes drowning me Its like a flood I wish the weather would lift me I wish it could Abandon ship before its too late Or all this love Ive got will turn into pain, You’re not so very far away But I feel more distant with each passing day I’m alone I’m the fire and youre the flame Feeling put out, whose to blame? Still I find myself misplaced Lost in someone else I feel erased ___ im alone. even though i know im not, i do feel that i am. you tell me iam not, but who can really understand how i feel and totally realize what i want. and not think that iam a crazed idiot who is just asked for obscurity. so that is what i do, sit here and listen to the rain. a light shower sounds like hail against my window. everything becomes so loud. i cover my ears so can block off all the noise, but how can it be when it is coming from the inside. my heart screams. and only the weather who is able to take me away from here is my only resort. should i abandon this ship? or wait til i get hurt? .... feel as if everything is vanishing before my eyes.
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Just think of this and me as just a few of the many things to lie around, to clutter up your shelves. And I wish you weren't worth the wait cause there's some thing's I'd like to say to you... And I don't think that you know what you've been missing 'Cause I don't think that you know what you've been missing And I dare you to forget the marks you left across my neck, from those nights when we were both found at our best. Now I could make this obvious, and you, you could deny meall in one breath. you could shrug me off your shoulders... And I don't think that you know what you've been missing. 'Cause I don't think that you know what you've been missing. And I don't think that you know I said I don't think you know I said I don't think you know what your missing. Hey, lush, have fun It's the weekend Hey, lush, have fun I don't think that you know what you've been missing. I don't think that you know what you've been missing. Just forget me it's that simple Just forget me it's that simple [yeah its one of those moments when she cant find the words to describe what's going on, or how they feel. so the alternative is to look into songs. guess what? im one of the lucky ones who did. every word of this is what im feeling right now or these days in fact. thanks band i-listen-to-from-time-to-time. to be honest, i didnt even realize it until the end. while i was sitting in that lab alone. then the last words of the song captured my attention. im also trying to look past the obvious.] its been 28 days.
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a lonesome cardinal was sitting on a tree, waiting for the right time to flee. just as it was about to spread its wings, a beautiful blue songbird landed and started to sing. entranced by her, cardinal decided to stay to right there. mid summer july, cardinal still listens right on by. now, the weather is changing, the little red bird had realized something. songbird has saved a soul with her tunes. saving many faces of the moon. never will i lose faith again. because you are my miracle. all you did was save my life. my life is indebted to you. this day marks the day, the day i first called you my love, mr. mercury sings "somebody to love". we are not fancy people, we do not need diamonds and limosines, because we already have the rarest gift of all. as the clouds above are my witness, i will always listen to the songbird sing. mahal kita.
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i felt like singing today. it's been a good day, so let's hope it stays that way. hey there. everybody. =) im so queer. muahaha
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everyone is the same. everyone is equal. it is our decisions which make us different and unique. it is our actions which make us hateful and grotesque. i have a poster in my room. i got it during my first year of post secondary education. it captured my eye, because it had many different beer bottles on it. it stated "Life is full of difficult decisions." the image is my decision. the sentence is my action. this is how i will live, i said to myself. as i continue this lifestyle, i find myself with more and more decisions to make. because that is how we grow. grow with responsibilties which we must adhere to. i think over many times because my decisions are important. to me. to you. to her. and to him. the beautiful part is, it's all up to you. there is no need for your apologies. the choice is yours. do what you think is best. **inspired by jann arden's time for mercy**
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I can't talk to you You think I'm lost inside my mind You're like an old tattoo And I know you'll fade in time I'm not the girl you think you know I'm not the girl you waited for I'm not the one for you It's just one thing left to do Why don't you let me be? 'Cause I'm a million miles away Why don't you set me free? You don't treat me like you said I won't tuck you in one last time I'm taking back what is mine For me, I belong to me And I'm going faster, you're going backwards You're gonna miss me when I'm gone I'm going faster, I know what I'm after I should've been after it all along I'm going faster I'm going faster That's the last black eye I hope I ever give to you Yeah, I had a good time But what's a girl supposed to do? Take the pictures off the wall They don't look like us at all They don't look like friends I've got new things to begin Why don't you let me be? 'Cause I'm a million miles away Why don't you set me free? I belong to me And I'm going faster, you're going backwards You're gonna miss me when I'm gone I hang from the ceiling, I feel what I'm feeling I should've been feeling it all along I'm going faster I'm going faster -- thanks. =)
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Nicotine valium vicodine marijuana ecstacy and alcohol Nicotine valium vicodine marijuana ecstacy and alcohol Nicotine valium vicodine marijuana ecstacy and alcohol that is all i need, to make my perfect world. perfect world exists, only in my dreams. my dreams consists of, nightmares and the voice. i dont mind being, in a nightmare now, because i know i'll wake up from it, and i can look over my shoulder, again, and see you there. or imagine you're are. Nicotine valium vicodine marijuana ecstacy and alcohol please bring me into a nightmare, one so bad where i can't wake up. until im strong enough to, realize you were never there.
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彩虹 作詞：周杰倫　 作曲：周杰倫 哪裡有彩虹告訴我　能不能把我的願望還給我 為什麼天這麼安靜　所有的雲都跑到我這裡 ※有沒有口罩一個給我　釋懷說了太多就成真不了 　也許時間是一種解藥　也是我現在正服下的毒藥 ＃看不見你的笑我怎麼睡得著　你的身影這麼近我卻抱不到 　沒有地球　太陽還是會繞　沒有理由　我也能自己走 ＊你要離開　我知道很簡單　你說依賴　是我們的阻礙 　就算放開　但能不能別沒收我的愛　當作我最後才明白 - this song tells everything i want to say better than i can. thanks jay chou. cant believe you made me tear up. 距離 (我不配) 作詞：方文山　 作曲：周杰倫 這街上太擁擠　太多人有秘密　玻璃上有霧氣在被隱藏起過去 妳臉上的情緒　在還原那場雨　這巷弄太過彎曲走不回故事裡 這日子不再綠　又斑駁了幾句　剩下搬空回憶的我在大房子裡 電影院的座椅　隔遙遠的距離　感情沒有對手戲妳跟自己下棋 還來不及仔仔細細寫下妳的關於 描述我如何愛妳　妳卻微笑的離我而去 ＃這感覺　已經不對　我努力在挽回 　一些些　應該體貼的感覺　我沒給 　妳嘟嘴　許的願望很卑微　在妥協 　是我忽略　妳不過要人陪 ＊這感覺　已經不對　我最後才了解 　一頁頁　不忍翻閱的情節　妳好累 　妳默背　為我掉過幾次淚　多憔悴 　而我心碎妳受罪　妳的美　我不配
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