if everything gets out in the open, let it be.
there just some things that i can't hide.
that's just how i am.
i cannot be this other being anymore.
if you wanna exclude, go ahead.
i do believe that i can live without you.
it'll hurt, like it does now.
but i know i'll be fine.
life it is too complicated right now to deal with you.
if it was due to how iam as a being that can make you stray me,
then you were not worth me trying for.
honestly saying i have not done anything that could make things this way.
it's all up to you.