It's 6am and I've been awake since 11am yesterday. Despite a long night of singing K and clubbing right after; I just don't want to sleep. Perhaps I won't sleep then. In about 1/2 an hour, my grandma will be awake, and I can go downstairs to "surprise" her.

Anyway, alot is going through my mind - so much so I don't know what exactly. I feel as though for a long time now, many things have been at the back of my mind; and tonight, they just decided to surface. I'm slowly becoming more and more conscious of my sub-conscious. If that makes any sense.

Bleah.

I think i'll just flip a coin. Heads for sleep, tails for no sleep.


--------- update @ 1:59pm

Heads. And so I slept. so much so I didn't hear the alarm go off at 10:30.

Anyways, there's a relatively old song I've picked up and started singing again recently; and I really like this bit:

假如 天意讓我此生得不到你 不必需要有天意