i've been in an incredibly bad mood. terribly bummed. i think i know the reason; but somehow i think i'm trying hard to tell myself that that is not the reason. i don't want to be unreasonable or expect too much; but at the same time, am i? well, in comparing myself with others, i don't think i am. but maybe i'm wrong. i've always considered myself to be straightforward and frank - i don't believe in keeping things to myself. but now when honesty's required, i just can't seem to be honest. i mean, i don't even really know what to say, or how to say it. ah. whatever.
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