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本來今日冇乜唔開心..
但係click入Jin既日記..
原來Queensland有學校收左佢...
我頓時down了下來..
是為又少了個best frd,還是覺得人有我冇而難過?
我諗主要是後者吧...
我心胸甚麼時候窄成咁??
一個又一個咁出國了...只剩我一個..
不過以我宜加的環境..即使真是有機會我出國..
我想我都不會很開心吧..
我真是越來越屎了...
好似咩都唔得咁..個個都在進步..

而我就只懂往後望...在退步..
好像我的世界裡甚麼都在退步...
就連我自己也不相信自己..

好野永遠不會發生在我身上..
中考和高考..好像只教會我放弃..
本來今日冇乜唔開心..
但係click入Jin既日記..
原來Queensland有學校收左佢...
我頓時down了下來..
是為又少了個best frd,還是覺得人有我冇而難過?
我諗主要是後者吧...
我心胸甚麼時候窄成咁??
一個又一個咁出國了...只剩我一個..
不過以我宜加的環境..即使真是有機會我出國..
我想我都不會很開心吧..
我真是越來越屎了...
好似咩都唔得咁..個個都在進步..

而我就只懂往後望...在退步..
好像我的世界裡甚麼都在退步...
就連我自己也不相信自己..

好野永遠不會發生在我身上..
中考和高考..好像只教會我放弃..
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ellen'blog,, long ago , i visit the blog from at17's offcial website ,, but hvn't visit the yahoo one,, after reading your this msg , i searched it at once,and read the posts.haha.

i don't think i am young ..but , maybe i am young .. singapore is great! beautiful city!! fresh air , clean floor~ my dad told me ~~haha~ travel around! that's super cool!!
i wanna bring my family travel around when i become rich~~haha
i know that "知足常樂",so i always try to do it~!
you life's like under your control~~ i am trying to do that too!!

hving read eman's post! yup yup! meaningful!!
i think i cared too much ~ ~~

banana
have you read her blog? if you spend some time reading, you will realise her past entries reflected her as a pessimistic person. sometime her stuffs are a bit difficult to understand too.

don't worry. you're still young. everything will find its ways to be solve. i doesn't know you stay in mainland China. I wasn't any much better, i'm living in singapore, so i cant always go HK. is only these 2 years that i've started working, have a stable income, that's why i can start to travel around. but not often too. your world don't suck, we can always can it =D

http://hk.myblog.yahoo.com/fatty1717/article?mid=3567
from eman's blog. very meaningful....

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oic"dig him out" , i dug him out too!!hahaha!
i didnt know Ellen is pessimistic~'cuz i hvnt dug her out~but she's really cute!!
i am pessimistic , thats true!!
actually,,i hvnt been to any show in hk.. that's my regret... 'cuz i live in mainland China...ai....
i really really wanna be in A concert in hk .. but .. it's hard for me ...money , time , parents,,all are the problems...
but i'll try ..
in a word ,, where i am is another world..SUCK!

banana
lol...my english is not good either. feel free to practice or even write in cantonese if you like.
what i mean 'dig him out' is I have searched through all medium and channels to find more about him and his works. =] of course, his appearance is so "zai 男"

you sounds so much like ellen! but she is more pessimistic....think now she is getting better.
did you went to the at17 show @backstage last week?

blurblock07
wow!!you are soooo right !!!!!!!!!! I learnt a lot !! thats true !!! i am a person who is always HIGH with friends but thinks a lot when being alone ...ai ..totally 2 different faces..
i'd like to write something deep inside here .. so i quite like here ,,, u know ,, hideout...!
i hvnt told my friends abt here~ haha~~ ! but i'd like some 有緣人haha,, like you to leave comments here~~haha!! thx so much !!!
and i think we do hv something in common!!
盧廣仲 ,, dig him out ??haha ! he's so talented!!wow! like his voice and songs and interesting appearance!!

by the way,,, commenting you can practise my english !!! great!!!

banana
personally, i don't think is jealous. its just so happen that we are at at a point, that we have to make a lot of decisions especially if related to our future. and at some point we seem lost when someone progressed. people will have to go but we can always meet new people. staying down at one point and maintain it, is even harder then improving.

always like this quote from jay chow,

"坚辞就是一种突破。"

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