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have you read her blog? if you spend some time reading, you will realise her past entries reflected her as a pessimistic person. sometime her stuffs are a bit difficult to understand too. don't worry. you're still young. everything will find its ways to be solve. i doesn't know you stay in mainland China. I wasn't any much better, i'm living in singapore, so i cant always go HK. is only these 2 years that i've started working, have a stable income, that's why i can start to travel around. but not often too. your world don't suck, we can always can it =D http://hk.myblog.yahoo.com/fatty1717/article?mid=3567 from eman's blog. very meaningful.... |
lol...my english is not good either. feel free to practice or even write in cantonese if you like. what i mean 'dig him out' is I have searched through all medium and channels to find more about him and his works. =] of course, his appearance is so "zai 男" you sounds so much like ellen! but she is more pessimistic....think now she is getting better. did you went to the at17 show @backstage last week? |